Ponder Pages

  This past week or I should say the last half of it I've been dealing with a cold. At first I didn't want to admit it was a cold, because it's been a long time since I've had one. It started with a sore throat. So I was blaming it on the husband starting the wood stove or the fact I was trying to argue a point to a few, lets call them co-workers about something they were trying to do. I told them it was not going to work they said it would. I'm not sure if I got my point across or not, they will still do what they want to do no matter what I say about something. So I'll try to just sit back if they still keep trying to do what they wanted to do till someone gets hurt. Then I can say,"I told you so." The next day there was no getting around the fact that I had a cold. My nose was running all the time. Which means I was blowing my nose more often then I wanted to. Then I had to wash my hands right away. By the end of the work day I told people I was

   This last week for me has been a whole lot calmer then the rest of the world. Here I'll let you compare. The other night I had a visit from what I think  might have been the Easter Bunny. The only reason I say this is because I happen to be watching Hop on TV. Either that or he was applying for a gardener job he thought I needed. So while he was doing a very bad job, Fawn was keeping a very close eye on him. But then again maybe my world is not as private as I think. When I was taking Fawn for a walk the other day I noticed this: A tree trying to look cool with broken sun glasses. So yes, the trees have eye's Now for the rest of the world:    This dodo brain that made a film in such a way that he just had to stir up way more trouble then was needed in the world today. Now innocent people are dieing because of his stupidity. I say since he was not really born in the USA, he should go back where he came from. I'm so tired of people who were actually born

  This week has been a kind of humdrum week for me. Lets start with last weekend, Labor Day weekend. This is my brother and his wife  at the family cabin showing how humdrum things can be for them. My dad every year puts on an end of the summer get together at the cabin. He invites allot of family members, neighbors from home, the people from around the cabin and other people he knows. He tells people to come hang out, bring a dish to pass and to  just hang out around the fire pit for some campfire therapy. It's a very relaxing time for all. Well that was Saturday for me. Sunday the husband and I went to the Marshfield  fair.  And I forgot my camera. But it was a fair, allot more things to see and do then when they had our fair. Monday just hung out at home. The rest of the week was no big deal for me. The husband was home all week because where he works shut down for the week. So I've had no me time at night to do much pondering. Right now he is at an auction tryin

  Do you ever feel that things could have, should have or would have been different, if only? I do all the time. You can say everything is just great but I know there is something that you wish was different even if it is something very small. The things we have done, said or even how we reacted to, put us on all different kinds of paths. Some good, some not so good. Some we are very glad we chose how to handle. Allot of paths we always feel we ended up going down could have been so much different, if only. I guess this is also known as regret. I like to think we can do something to change some of those regrets. Some can be changed. Some there is no changing, no matter what we try. I guess this is just fate. Something that is meant to be. I've decided to find a way to do something about the ones that can be changed. Like misconceptions about how different points of view can put you down a path of anger and or disappointment that is always on the back of your mind. The feeli