Ponder Pages

When I first started this blog one of the first things I wrote about was the murder of a local woman. She disappeared Jan 29th 2008 on one of the coldest days of that month. Her body was found I think in May of that year. She had been shot. Her van was found not long after she went missing up north. She was the mother of 4 young children and was going through a divorce at the time. Well here it is 2 years later and nothing has happened to try and find the person or persons responsible for her death. Why? I'm sure the whoever was responsible was really not that smart. It's as if the no one wants to get to the bottom of what really happened to her. Maybe she was not important enough. Maybe she was not connected to the right people.  I wonder what it would take to get more exposure to this cold case. If there was more pressure from some place else maybe the ones responsible would start to panic and make mistakes to expose the truth. It's time the truth was exposed. Remembe...

The earthquake  in Hatti is something the world will not soon forget. My heart goes out to all the people that are there. There will be so much pain for so many for a very long time. I just hope people will be able to help each other and not try to take advantage of those in pain. I also hope the country will be able to bring itself around and not fall apart or be torn apart by those who have selfish motives. Time will tell. Rebuilding will take a very long time. I think it was about a week ago there was a quake  in northern California that was about a 6.5. There was damage but no one was hurt that I know of. What a difference .5  can make. Is it my imagination or has there been allot more shaken going on lately? Is the earth starting to go through a change? Oh, don't forget about the volcanoes that have been acting up. Maybe we should be more focused on the signs the earth is giving us and a little bit less on certain wars. I'm not a war person, what can I say. Lif...

Happy New Year everyone!!!!! I feel like 2010 is going to be a good year for me. Well, at least a year of some kind of big changes. What are they? Beats me. I just feel like things are going to go really right for me this year. If I can hold onto this positive feeling all year better things will start happening. Or maybe I'll just start to see things in a different light. Maybe it's just a change in my point of view. Whatever it is I have good feelings about the future. 2009 was not the best year for me or most other people. Like the husband got cut in pay so much I now make more then he does and he runs a loading dock. So many other people have lost so much my heart goes out to them. Maybe for awhile materialism will not be so important. People were shown how out of hand greed has gotten. Some greedy are paying for it but not as much as the rest of us would like to see happen. Some of them are just laying low for awhile waiting for the time they can resume the royal pain...

T'was the Sunday before Christmas and all through the house not a creature was stirring, but me. It's kind of hard for me to believe Christmas is this Friday already. It feels like it was just Thanksgiving, Why does it feel like everything is happening faster and faster lately? Is it because I'm getting older or is the world it's self going around faster? Whatever is the reason it's making it harder for me to enjoy things anymore. Speaking of change, the climate change meeting they had in Copenhagen. In my opinion it was a waste of time and money. It does not matter what they decide they want to do, the planet it's self is going to do what it wants to do. The human race has done allot of things to damage this place we call home but, people have to realize that this a living entity of it's own feel will. It is going through a change of it's own and there is nothing the human race can do to stop the changes that are happening more and more. Just have t...

It's been awhile since I've posted because.......I guess I really didn't have to much extra to say that other people were not already saying. Like the things coming to light about Tiger Woods. It was bound to happen sooner or later. It's time he step back for awhile. To be as out in the public eye the way he has for so long has got to be the most frustrating thing to live with. He really had no childhood like someone else we all knew and is no longer among the living. Lets hope he does not go completely down that path. The weather. We had our first snow storm of the season. We got about 11 inches here. It was sudden and fast. Now it's too cold. Wind chills of about 16 below zero. At least we will have a very white Christmas. I hate to say it but I was feeling a little bit of the holiday spirit today. I was allowing Christmas songs to bounce around my head and they made me feel a little brighter. I might do something this year I have not done in years. Go to th...

Well I hope everyone had a good weekend. Mine, was kind of quiet. I thinks that's a good thing. I didn't go and do any really big shopping. I'm just not a busy day kind of shopper. I do not like to feel rushed or pushed. Any way on Thanksgiving I went to my parents house. I eat just enough not to much but just enough so that I was comfortable. While I was there I got the old pictures. I've been going through them off and on all weekend. I was dividing them up into different groups so that when I really had time I could sit down and study some of them. I did throw some away. So that were ripped or just plain out of focus. Also the ones that were taken at funerals. To me that is very creepy. There were a few newspaper articles. Most of them I don't know why they were saved. I did find one that I think applies today. It was post in the Journal. As you can see there is no date but could have been written by someone today. If we had only listened to the old timers th...

Happy Turkey day to all, at least the ones in the US. But happy day to others around the world. I kind of miss the old days. You know when there was snow on the ground this time of year. It just does not seam like the holidays around here without snow. It makes for a bad hunting season for most people. The husband has not even seen one deer yet. Most people are very lucky if they do. My mom last Saturday saw four deer in the neighbors yard. My parents live in town so I guess you know where the deer are hiding. My Dad was up at the family cabin and didn't see anything. One of the husbands brothers I guess has got 5 deer and his girlfriend has shot some too. His son has shot 5 and his girlfriend has shot 3.The sons sisters boyfriend has shot a few also. How? I don't know how they always seem to get so many every year. But they also have to find people who are willing to let them fill their tags for them. I'm really not very fond of those kind of hunters. That go out and sho...